My best moments couldn't even compare

slowhearts @ 2005-12-22T18:44:00

2005-12-22T10:46:18Z

I have moved.

To GJ! ;o

If you have one, tell me so I can add yoo!
*Disappears*

slowhearts @ 2005-12-18T23:04:00

2005-12-18T15:11:56Z

My dad bought me TWO TURTLES today!!!! :o
They're living in my bathroom right now & my mom won't let me keep them in my room because, according to her, they're going to freeze to death. Good God.
Oh, I need names!
Gimme names!
Kthxbye

♥

Omg, an egg! I gotta wait for it to hatch though.

slowhearts @ 2005-12-18T01:08:00

2005-12-17T17:12:27Z

A rat tried stealing my Hershey's Nuggets (milk chocolate w/ almonds & toffee, omg) last night.
It went in the "box" and actually chewed off the shiny, gold wrapper of one.
Dumb creature!

I miss Thursday.
"Sharper! Sharper!"
"Go Ate Michelle!"
:[

& I can't wait for Mondayyyy ;o

Sometimes I can't explain the ways you devastate me

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-12-04T22:36:00

2005-12-04T14:43:50Z

Niki's Christmas Wishlist
1. A passing grade in Math. Sigh.
2. Havaianas!
3. Garrett Hedlund. On my bed. Naked :o
4. Those Faber-Castell pentel pens everyone has.
5. A hamster ;___;
6. Rupert Grint. TEEHEE ♥
7. Eternal glory! :O -Is turning into Jeca, omg-
8. Brightly coloured pipe cleaners
9. World peace. Seriously.
10. MY LITTLE PONIEZ!

slowhearts @ 2005-12-03T23:29:00

2005-12-03T15:31:01Z

It can't be true.
It just can't.

I will miss you way too much.

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-11-29T22:34:00

2005-11-29T14:41:31Z

I wish I knew what made you come back.
Why now? Why all of a sudden?
Was it something I wrote here?
I bet it was.
But whatever, that's not the point.
I'm just glad you did.

Can we go far away to the humming meadow?

♥

:o

2005-11-28T13:56:29Z

You left me confused again.
I thank you, however, for making me smile :]

I can't get to you / Where are you now?

That, my friends, is the object of my affections ♥
Not the one on the toilet, yelling for tissue paper, of course.

slowhearts @ 2005-11-26T23:42:00

2005-11-26T16:00:34Z

Well, I haven't seen you in a while / ~~You know~~ I miss our talks.

How can you even say that I left you when you were too busy chitchatting with your little fish-faced friend to even notice that I was there, by the stairs, waiting for you (and for FIFTEEN minutes, I might add)?

I miss you, you know that? How can I not when the last time I spoke to you was ~~three~~ four months ago?

No stealing, ladies

2005-11-12T15:23:23Z

♥ Garrett = my sexy, little fairy

I'm your little fairy,
You're my little fairy,
Let's make little fairy babies!

slowhearts @ 2005-11-01T00:00:00

2005-10-31T16:01:08Z

Yay, I'm fourteen!
Sniff, sniff.
I've gots a cold :(

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New layout :) Omg. I was thinking of getting a new livejournal again, lol! XP Going out with friends to the mall tomorrow. Yayness. ♥ :) I haven't been to the mall for so long. Been busy lately with school (haha, right) and other things. But this time, I'm going out with people I never been to the mall with. Hm, Saturday too. Well, I still have that cold. And I "caught a cough" as well. Meh. Oh and last night, I went to my bathroom to wash my hands and I saw my mom. And she was carrying a cake! And it had candles! ;O Happy birthday to yooooo.. Aw, they remembered! I seriously thought they forgot. So that was my day. Ta-ta! :) <3

Oh my, now my breasts hurt. WTF, ow :'(

slowhearts @ 2005-10-29T22:17:00

2005-10-29T14:47:32Z

I miss you.
And I hope you get well soon.

Feel the Phantasy // Yesterday's details:

-Hideous looking boys
-Drunk people here and there
-Deafening music
-Wet floor, thanks to the beverages and "soaked" shoes
-Heat
-Fancy clothing
-Dirty dancing aka "grinding". Ah, trauma.
-Papa Eje!
-Fell in love with a tall, beautiful white, Billabong shirt-wearing boy with soft, curly brown hair and braces. Oh, how he made me so weak in the knees with just one look
-Got invited to the Ateneo sophomore night but we declined, of course
-Rain, rain, rain

I miss you, Mr. Beautiful :(

I'm breaking my back just to know your name

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-10-26T21:19:00

2005-10-26T13:22:45Z

Go push me away some more.
And let's see who's going to take care of you when things fuck up between you two.
Because it will definitely not be me.

Kung ito ang iyong hiling / Gaano man kasakit sa akin, ibibigay sa 'yo

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-10-25T21:27:00

2005-10-25T13:54:24Z

I suppose you need to be reminded (once more) of all the things I've done for you.
Are we strangers yet?
'Cause if this goes on, we will be.
And I'm trying really hard to fix things between us.
But it seems like you want things to stay this way.

I need you now like I needed you then

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-10-23T21:59:00

2005-10-23T14:07:45Z

Well aren't your actions and words so good at making things more complicated for me?
You are here then you're gone.
What's up with that?
In case you haven't noticed, I'm here, down on my knees, begging you to come back.
Do come back.
I miss you so.

Did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-10-21T23:01:00

2005-10-21T15:30:39Z

Please don't let her break you.
You will be okay, I swear it.
I want so badly to fix you.
I know what you're going through.
I know where it hurts.
But maybe she's exactly what you need.

Three days ago, I told you I missed you and you said you did too.
And I assumed that we'd make up for the weeks we didn't talk.
Today, I tried talking to you but you turned your back on me.
Thirty minutes later, you give me a hug and say you love me.
You trust them; why can't you do the same to me?

Tell me, would you die for me too?

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-10-20T21:56:00

2005-10-20T14:06:16Z

The things I love always get up and go, like they're late for a show.
But, sometimes, they come back.
Thank you for coming back; just don't leave me here again. Please.
But even if you do, I'll still love you.
Oh, I always will.
And that's what hurts me.

I wrote our initials in the sidewalk cement

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-10-18T21:30:00

2005-10-18T13:45:55Z

She cares about you just as much as you care about her.
So what's the problem?
Stop assuming that it's always you.
And quit pushing me away.
In your letter, you said I mean something to you.
Now's your time to prove it.

When will you ever change?

And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart

♥

slowhearts @ 2005-10-15T23:27:00

2005-10-15T15:38:48Z

Oh yay. New journal. It was time for a change.

I had this really meaningful online conversation with Mads a while ago.
And now, I trust her :]
She's going to talk to someone for me. And she'll know it's me. I mean, who else feels the way I do? Nobody.
Uh oh.

We'll just keep pretending that nothing's happening, won't we?
Put a dick in your ear and fuck what you heard.
And we'll make it; I just know it.

♥